If I had one wish
I'd wish you next to me
And it could be in summer, fall, or spring
Cause you make my heart sing
I wanna give my heart, my soul, my love to you
Cause everyday I'm not with you I'm missing you like crazy
If you must know the truth
I'm nothing without you
It's funny how I know what people mean
When it's too good to be true
Because you give me joy, good love, good times, such happiness
And everyday I thank the Lord for you, I feel so blessed
I need you to love me, hold me, touch me
Down deep in my soul, and never let it go
Of the love we share, no one compares to you
I'll never let you go cause I really love you so, oh I
I'll never let you go, No.
(Never Let You Go, Faith Evans)
Jul 29, 2013
Jul 27, 2013
Through My Veins
I'm sick on my stomach
I got one of the worst
And suddenly
It feels like summer rain
Running through my veins
I cannot ease the pain
I gotta fever chill down the spine
My temperature is rising
What has come over me
I could come down with something deadly
('Summer Rain' by K'Jon)
I got one of the worst
And suddenly
It feels like summer rain
Running through my veins
I cannot ease the pain
I gotta fever chill down the spine
My temperature is rising
What has come over me
I could come down with something deadly
('Summer Rain' by K'Jon)
Jul 24, 2013
Shoot Me Down
I built a fort
I was an expert
I was like a stone itself
I did know how cold I could get
Just that I was born warm-blooded
Born to breathe air
Born to have heart beat
Born to have it bleed
Like the world ruined through
centuries
Like the babies grow til their last breaths
Like the skies turn from bright to dark
There were holes in between my defences
Tried to give it a chance
Put down some layers to give it space
Turned concrete to a shiny glass to be seen
Replaced a frowning statue with a smiling plush toy
And not for long it was shattered with the first fire
Should have tried to make it bulletproof
Not to get it all so visibly pretty to destroy
Thus I swear, I'll replace joy with deploy.
I was an expert
I was like a stone itself
I did know how cold I could get
Just that I was born warm-blooded
Born to breathe air
Born to have heart beat
Born to have it bleed
Like the world ruined through
centuries
Like the babies grow til their last breaths
Like the skies turn from bright to dark
There were holes in between my defences
Tried to give it a chance
Put down some layers to give it space
Turned concrete to a shiny glass to be seen
Replaced a frowning statue with a smiling plush toy
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| 'Shoot Me Down' by Marquise de Ville, 2013 |
And not for long it was shattered with the first fire
Should have tried to make it bulletproof
Not to get it all so visibly pretty to destroy
Thus I swear, I'll replace joy with deploy.
Jun 18, 2013
Set It Free
You're everything I thought you never were
Nothing like I thought you could have been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?
You're the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I love to not forgive
And though you break my heart
You're the only one
You said you've got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you're not deserving me
You know there are times that I hate you cause I can't erase
And times that you hurt me put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you it pains me to say
I know I'll be there at the end of the day
Yes, there are times when I hate you but I don't complain
Cause I've been afraid that you would walk away
But now I don't hate you I'm happy to say
That I will be there til the end of the day
I don't want to be without you
But I don't want a broken heart
Don't want to take a breath without you
I don't want to play that part
I know that I love you but let me just say
I don't want to love you in that kind of way
(Beyonce - "Broken-Hearted Girl)
Though I've been a broken-hearted girl
The pieces kept coming together
Even when I set my heart free,
Spread my wings and fly away
I can't seem to get you out of my every inch..
Nov 20, 2012
Broken Sweetheart
She was once a little princess
A cheerful sweetheart
She was the one that everyone cared about
She lived in a castle
Where every inch was guarded
Just as much as her body needed to be protected
Her thought of having everything permanently
Died when she turned a young lady
While other princesses partied for their sweet sixteen
Her celebration was a quiet one
with grievance and tears in between
She lost the king and queen
who were guarding her since the beginning
She moved on with life after few misleadings
Tried not to think too much nor to foresee what was coming
Her castle became fragile with fences became nothing
She turned her belief into something
That materials could never work in protecting
She became a stranger in her own world she was living in
She wandered around for years in pretending
That her heart would never be the same again
Or would there ever be another King
Not to provide her unbreakable wall for her safety
The one who would truly care about one thing
Building fences around her only heart
It then got thicker and dissapeared from worlds apart
Another year had passed after more than a decade
Not a single second she would risk for another break
"There's a prince charming for everyone out there"
The King and Queen used to tell her then
Princess smiles everyday come shine or rain
"Oh, what is heart for all that I care.."
I turned another year older,
granpa, granma.
I'm doing well now,
even without another half.
Lord bless you both with lights,
put you under the starts in the heaven skies.
A cheerful sweetheart
She was the one that everyone cared about
She lived in a castle
Where every inch was guarded
Just as much as her body needed to be protected
Her thought of having everything permanently
Died when she turned a young lady
While other princesses partied for their sweet sixteen
Her celebration was a quiet one
with grievance and tears in between
She lost the king and queen
who were guarding her since the beginning
She moved on with life after few misleadings
Tried not to think too much nor to foresee what was coming
Her castle became fragile with fences became nothing
She turned her belief into something
That materials could never work in protecting
She became a stranger in her own world she was living in
She wandered around for years in pretending
That her heart would never be the same again
Or would there ever be another King
Not to provide her unbreakable wall for her safety
The one who would truly care about one thing
Building fences around her only heart
It then got thicker and dissapeared from worlds apart
Another year had passed after more than a decade
Not a single second she would risk for another break
"There's a prince charming for everyone out there"
The King and Queen used to tell her then
Princess smiles everyday come shine or rain
"Oh, what is heart for all that I care.."
I turned another year older,
granpa, granma.
I'm doing well now,
even without another half.
Lord bless you both with lights,
put you under the starts in the heaven skies.
Jan 18, 2012
Swaying Tears
I sang
Gladly I sang
Happily I rhymed
To the tune I chanted
I danced
Gracefully I danced
Joyfully I swayed
To the beat at ease
I smiled
Perfectly wide
Grateful for fortunate ones
To be having love by their side
I sang to the song
I danced to the beat
I smiled to happy faces
I screamed my laughter at best
Thou secretly I cried
For how many prayers
For how many wishes
In hoping for a change
To my unforeseen life
To my written story line..
('Swaying Tears' by Marquise de Ville, Jan 2012)
Flying Like A Paper, High Like A Plane, Landed to A Heart
It's April!!! And I'm still chilling at home doing nothing than enjoying the time..still unemployed and jobless and I'm still the same old lazy-sleepyhead-bump who has been wasting her four months of the year chilling! But I did finish reading a few books and I'm still learning languages and I still workout and go jogging whenever I feel like going hehehe... I've considered daddy's suggestion to continue my master's degree by mid-year or by the end of the year. Just for now, I'll cherish the time reading and writing and sleeping like crazy..as always..duh!
Oh,yes! I'm currently obsessed with Columbian 'bachata' dance and I'm learning the moves and practicing it like a freak! I can't even listen to any bachata beat now because my feet will be trembling and eagerly wanting to move and spin. I have always admired Latin culture and the types of dance they have and I love the art of the sensual dance. It's impressive to see how a guy leads his partner and how they put the trust in each other so that it will make a smooth and sexy dance, and most importantly not to fall from a wrong turn. I'm thinking about taking a dance class but since I already know how to salsa, my friends told me that I just need to practice transforming the steps to a slower motion as bachata is just the slower moves of salsa with more sensual touch between the two parties.
Before I become more and more crazy talking about the dance, I'll let you all know about my main story that I wanted to share earlier..I got this one surprise from someone and I don't know what to answer to his question.
Yes, it's a hardcover paper plane..with a note asking me if I would be his girlfriend. It's pretty cute and it's my first time getting a paper plane with the stand and a purple note since my students used to threw paper planes all over the class during my teaching practicum last year. I never thought this guy would be this sweet and thoughtful. I never thought he was the kind of guy that put his effort in this kind of stuff..I mean he really spent time cutting and assembling this stuff just to tell me how sincere he is to me. I couldn't stop smiling in shock when I got it last night (but it happened after he went home and I didn't show the excited face in front of him, I have a reputation to be taken care of! Hehe). I still haven't answered to his note and I don't know how I'm gonna do it. I'm not a romantic person and I really don't know if I can make him happy. All I know now is that even the plane flew out of nowhere..I'm glad that it has made its way and landed in my heart..
Oh,yes! I'm currently obsessed with Columbian 'bachata' dance and I'm learning the moves and practicing it like a freak! I can't even listen to any bachata beat now because my feet will be trembling and eagerly wanting to move and spin. I have always admired Latin culture and the types of dance they have and I love the art of the sensual dance. It's impressive to see how a guy leads his partner and how they put the trust in each other so that it will make a smooth and sexy dance, and most importantly not to fall from a wrong turn. I'm thinking about taking a dance class but since I already know how to salsa, my friends told me that I just need to practice transforming the steps to a slower motion as bachata is just the slower moves of salsa with more sensual touch between the two parties.
Before I become more and more crazy talking about the dance, I'll let you all know about my main story that I wanted to share earlier..I got this one surprise from someone and I don't know what to answer to his question.
Yes, it's a hardcover paper plane..with a note asking me if I would be his girlfriend. It's pretty cute and it's my first time getting a paper plane with the stand and a purple note since my students used to threw paper planes all over the class during my teaching practicum last year. I never thought this guy would be this sweet and thoughtful. I never thought he was the kind of guy that put his effort in this kind of stuff..I mean he really spent time cutting and assembling this stuff just to tell me how sincere he is to me. I couldn't stop smiling in shock when I got it last night (but it happened after he went home and I didn't show the excited face in front of him, I have a reputation to be taken care of! Hehe). I still haven't answered to his note and I don't know how I'm gonna do it. I'm not a romantic person and I really don't know if I can make him happy. All I know now is that even the plane flew out of nowhere..I'm glad that it has made its way and landed in my heart..
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